Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/04 under Uncategorized It has been an amazing month for me, graduated from Azusa Adult School, saving more money than ever, working two jobs, and recently became a CNA by the Red Cross, but there always that one thing you want, but seems impossible to attain, I see it everyday in public, even on social media, everyone has it, from left to right, up and down, from all corners of the world, I keep asking myself, “please someone explain to me why?” As I was driving home from the theater, I felt let down, after everything I did to change that part of my life, I always came up short, maybe its time to let go “That” part of my life, I keep praying, keep believing, keep my hope up, nothing, just as I predicted, I always think of the worst thing to happen, and it comes true, when I think about the good thing happening, you know the rest, (Chuckles), I’ll give you an example, eleven years ago I asked my high school crash to be my GF, she rejected me, ten years later, I asked her out again, deja vu, I had it coming, no surprise, remember when I posted that I wish to meet my future GF at a movie theater?, I don’t see it happening, all I look forward to is getting a CNA job, get myself a new car, move into my own apartment, and live my life in the future, when you see this, and/ or see me, don’t ask about “That” part of my life, good night family and friends…….